DATE: 11 MARCH 2005

Hi people... how're ya all??? Right now I'm really hungry and want to eat something... I'm currently inside UTS library and it seems that they have changed it since the last time I've been here... so... right now you're probably asking... why the heck am I here even though I got no class whatsoever... well... the thing is... I got a medical check up I needed to attend today and it is located in the city... whilst at it... my couz came with me... she has to go to the city anyways... so I sort of encouraged her to come along with me... so we went... and what's suppose to happen is that I'm supppose to get home after the med check up but... since my couz is having a meeting thing with her friends to work on their project (for only 1 hour and I have no idea how they will get this done with only one hour) so I went with her to the library.... just thought I'd check it out since it's been a long time since I've been here... so... here I am... well... Kimmie... since you had a problem getting out I got a problem getting into the gate.... I stupidly put the end of the card without the magnetic strip upside down... so i stood there and then tried again this time with the right side up but the sweeping action wrong... so basically speaking it took me 30 seconds just to figure out how to get through the stupid automatic door.... well... at least I got in alright... anyways.... that is about the only thing I could think of right now... I'm really hungry and it's only 1.45pm.... another 15 minutes... calm down my tummy... *grumble oh well... now all I got to do is to think where to eat our lunch.... maybe japanese or indo or chinese or japanese.... well... we'll just have to see won't we??? So... how's your day been???

DATE: 4 MARCH 2005

Hi people!!! How are you guys been going on with life??? especially since uni *hint hint* anyways... this first week has actually been pretty good... except that it has been playing on my emotional state at the moment. It's been refreshingly new, miserably depressing, seemingly alienated in a world of constant fashion shows, (you really need to see the clothes these people are wearing they're ridiculously very fashionable) and most of all contant confusement and certainly a lot of isolation since it seems that a lot of the people are very smart ~_~ *sigh... I'm kinda wishing I could have a much more enjoyable classroom environment because this is really lowering my confidence in actually achieving something out of this class.... *hicks.... oh well... I'm sure that I would be able to do something extraordinary.... someday... and just for the record I hated actually... loathed my reflective practice classes... they're crap... SERIOUSLY!!! Lousy people trying to design emotions through one shape and arranging it to visually represent the type of emotion you're trying to convey... if you don't understand just try this... conveying 'sorrow' by using black and white squares.... that's what I did yesterday... what the heck??!!! It's frustrating!!! (and you know what??!! By the end of the class I haven't even been able to produce the so called 'image') and one of my teacher told me off because I used too small a square and then asked me how do I represent square with a stupid A4 paper as the background and a big square lump enough for the paper to convey 'sorrow'... sorry.... I just got a bit angry back there... *sigh... not really looking forward to the next class.... *hicks *hicks... hopefully I get to get through the class without any worries... *sigh *sigh *sigh sorry for the grudging I've been doing in this blog... Anyways... anything you guys don't like about your classes or... uni???