DATE: 4 MARCH 2005

Hi people!!! How are you guys been going on with life??? especially since uni *hint hint* anyways... this first week has actually been pretty good... except that it has been playing on my emotional state at the moment. It's been refreshingly new, miserably depressing, seemingly alienated in a world of constant fashion shows, (you really need to see the clothes these people are wearing they're ridiculously very fashionable) and most of all contant confusement and certainly a lot of isolation since it seems that a lot of the people are very smart ~_~ *sigh... I'm kinda wishing I could have a much more enjoyable classroom environment because this is really lowering my confidence in actually achieving something out of this class.... *hicks.... oh well... I'm sure that I would be able to do something extraordinary.... someday... and just for the record I hated actually... loathed my reflective practice classes... they're crap... SERIOUSLY!!! Lousy people trying to design emotions through one shape and arranging it to visually represent the type of emotion you're trying to convey... if you don't understand just try this... conveying 'sorrow' by using black and white squares.... that's what I did yesterday... what the heck??!!! It's frustrating!!! (and you know what??!! By the end of the class I haven't even been able to produce the so called 'image') and one of my teacher told me off because I used too small a square and then asked me how do I represent square with a stupid A4 paper as the background and a big square lump enough for the paper to convey 'sorrow'... sorry.... I just got a bit angry back there... *sigh... not really looking forward to the next class.... *hicks *hicks... hopefully I get to get through the class without any worries... *sigh *sigh *sigh sorry for the grudging I've been doing in this blog... Anyways... anything you guys don't like about your classes or... uni???