I know that I got things to do which are very very VERY important but I cannot help but be just a tad bit bored... I know that I would probably stop halfway and then try to finish it at home... but then another problem would have occured... I would be wasting almost three quarters of my time at home gluing my eyes onto either the TV or the net... so there's not much progress there... plus the comfort food that I just happen to walk around with at home :P... so not much of a working progress at all... the last time I have tried this ended with me sleeping at 1 in the morn and then waking up at about 4 or 5 and continuing what I have not finished... and by the end of the day when I did go to my tute I would have received crap feedbacks that I have to live up with... *sigh... the story of my life...
Right now I am trying to buy my way out at the VERY last day or rather week before I am handing the final product... it is a poster btw... but fricking got a lot of details that need some considerations...
Alrighty I am going to admit there is not much good on me staying here at the comp lab trying to do my work because apparently I still need to scan some of the images that I would be using or at the least consider of using... and the most annoying part is that I would love to have the shop back just for another night coz I need the photocopier... so imagine... I used to just go downstairs (after I nick the keys off my couz :P) and then just happily photocopy away... and now I have to go all the way to the library to do this... considering I am here I might as well go... But as all of you have probably known by now is that I am very very UNORGANISED... and am a bit SPONTANEOUS... which is two things that really shouldn't go together but I can't help it!! I just happen to be very very unorganised... you should have seen the stuff I got at home... it is scattered literally throughout the whole house... and by the time I wanted to know where I have put my staff I would have to journey through every crack of the house trying to find my stuff, which sometimes ends with no stuff can be found... sad heh?? Yep but that's the truth anyways... *sigh
I want to go home right now but I figured I might as well stay here for a tad bit longer since the train is crowded during this hour... peak hour trains are something that you want to avoid especially on your way home... coz I think that it's not healthy at all... squashing against strangers and trying to create your very own space... such a bad decision to do but there you go... it cannot be helped sometimes... sometimes it cannot be avoided... you want to get home quickly NO MATTER WHAT! That is probably the lamest excuse to get on a peak hour train but that is the truth... hehehe... I'm just making things up as I go along basically... no biggie... I am officially bored as to now... I have mind-blank syndrome at the moment and am not progressing that well with the project... I want to go home and I also need to go to the library to photocopy something... *sigh... my life and its complications... It is just so frustrating...
I don't want to say that we didn't have enough time to do this project because in actual fact we do it is just ADMITTING that I have been lazy on completing this project that I find very much intriguing... I know that I should probably get on with my life and move on to some other directions... but what I have learned from this course is that I need to move forward rather quickly...
As you probably have deducted from the confusing way I have been stating things I am just going to say that in this course, in which this project I am currently doing is for, there are a lot of trials and errors that I am not so happy with... and I have also learned to move on to something new and completely fresh when the worst should come... like discarding any previous ideas and starting anew... even though you have stayed up REALLY late just for this lesson... I know that I will probably look back at this and say out loud "screw you typo!!" but the fact is that I might see this and say to myself "what a splendid time I have been having in typo..." I am not being sarcastic... because this lesson has taught me a lot... to learn to be stoic and unemotional towards my work... my tutor would just say that that work is crap and you shouldn't go on with it... and at first I would be VERY reluctant but then I realise that sometimes it is IMPERATIVE that I should be unemotional towards my work however hurting it may be... And these days I try not to be emotionally attached to my works so much... I do though to some extent but not overwhelmingly... I try to stay positive whatever I do and whatever happen I try to say that yes my work was crap and this time I need to do better than this... no matter what the cost may be... and I've also learned that maybe there is always a benefit in discarding the old idea... hmm... I may have actually repeat the whole thing again didn't I? Oh well... there are just soo much to say about this course that I love, like, hate and dislike...
So many and yet so little time...
Anyways for the moment being I have to say adios... (that is probably the first time I have ever wrote that... :P)
*sigh... the story of my life... too philosophical don't u think...?? I tend to be quite negative by the blogs that I have been publishing but I think this time I am a bit more reflective :P yes yes... trying to be too philosophical... But I'll write again next time...
btw... I tend to write blogs that are reviews and things like that I am not going to lie but I have been watching animes that m-ina has lent me and am still watching it... it will finish soon so the reviews should be out VERY soon... hmm... just need to find the time to search for images... ANYWAYS... catch ya all next time!!
1 comment:
You used to be so organised at high-school I always wished I was more like you in that respect. I am sad to find out that you seem to be taking my lead in the way I deal with assignments and tests, and anything that involves work which I'm not getting paid for (I am so organised when it comes to my piano and english students). You need to write something more complementary about your course. At the moment I'm just glad I didn't pick something creative with lots of assignments. I'd be dead from all the stress by now. But I have to say cramming for week-long exams doesn't do wonders for my health either.
I'm at uni and should be doing work(yeah that's what I said at 10 o'clock last night remember). So I'll go now, but when I have time I'll read your entry about TV. I wouldn't be the same without TV.
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